where are You, God?

Hey have you ever hear the words like this “problem”? have you ever feel that? Im feeling that for right now. Hopeless banget, banyak banget masalah yang datang akhir akhir ini. Gue piker new month brarti new life ternyata gak malah menjadi jadi. Ini membuat gue makin bertanya “God, don’t You heard my pray? “ or “God are you exist in my heart?” gue pusing , gue down. Kalo ga inget bunuh diri dosa, I wil take a knife and cut my wrist. Stiap malam mau tidur pasti kepikiran, bangun pagi kepikiran. Even gue lagi kerjain exam kepikiran masalah itu. Gue capek, serius! PLEASE STOP IT GOD if YOU REALLY considered to be Your daughter. Please forgive my mistakes, I know I was hurt Your heart. I make You disappointed, but please stop it. Pleaseee… can You?