3.10.09

p.s: i love you

I found the perfect envelope for my letter
With black borders over it's sides
It's not that big
I dont have much to say anyway

But here it goes:

I used to dream about things
Things that are in the wildest form of my imagination
Can you imagine about fairy tales?
They always promised you to live happily ever and after
They promised princesses to get the princes that they'll love 'till the end

I'm having one of those fairy tales illusion

I met my prince and yes, he is the one that i'll be loving 'till the end of time
He was my everything, He is my everything
World seems brighter
The air that I'm breathing filled with tempting scents
He filled this whole blank page with cheerished and colours
He draw patterns everywhere, that would lead you into the deep black magic called love

I was ambitious, obsessed and driven crazy
I want to be with you
Untill this mortal being draws it last breath
I want to spend my life with you
Untill we both discover the true meaning of life

Untill then I promise you one thing
But not like all those fairy tales..

I cant promise you to live happily ever and after
For the reason because we are human
We have to through pain and sorrow
We gotta bleed and wounded
We have to taste death before entering and eternal form of another living

We can't live happily ever and after

But God knows the way He created His sons and daughters
What they would need
What they would want
What's best for them and their heirs

As a human
I realize what I need most
What I want most
And I know what's best for me
There are no better options
This would be the best I ever had

For all along
I know, it would be you...

I can't promise you to live happily ever and after
For the reason because we are human

But I promise you this:
That I wont leave you, I'll be there by your side
Wherever you will look out for me, always look upon your side
I'll be there smiling at you
Wishing you good luck and pray for what's best for you

And that is for the reason that I love you
And for that I am willing to suffer great pain and agony
To be with you

Ps: I love you




I deliver this mail to your post, waiting in silent behind the bushes
Then I see you
Drag out that envelope with black borders over it's sides
You opened it.....

Well I guess I don't have much to say anyway

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